As far as the eye can see, the broken flesh, muscles, and broken bodies of old age, sickness, and death are all the more noticeable to the people who travel through them, and as a result, the clothes of Sienna's dry years are particularly noticeable. She is willing to use her youth to accompany the lonely souls of the old, weak and stupid, to warm the body reprimanded because of illness and old age. She thinks that the greatest meaning of life is not to continue, but to care about what she wants, even if it must go beyond the rules of life. But hidden behind generosity and affection, it is Shirina's own obsession with short life and impermanent emotions. She knows that everything she gives will be rewarded, and that's the way she kills herself.