A hundred days after spring, 1 million Rwandan refugees met a group of soldiers led by their leader Hutu in massacred and were slaughtered, turning a small African country into hell. The wild man is out of his imagination. Un peacekeepers are there to watch. Watch but don't act. An English priest and his young entourage witnessed this, and for a time their beliefs, their courage and psychological limits were greatly impacted, and in the end, they were forced to choose to either stay or run with the refugees.